A love letter to a sim

Sorry about calling I wanted to see if you had blocked my number but it rang once then went to voice mail so I don’t know it’s weird I guess Idk I’m sorry romeo

I just wanted to hear you voice considering you going to the show with another guy this year it’s sort of ripping me in half and I don’t know I miss you so damn much and just want to talk to you it’s been rough the last six months and it’s been hell for me I can’t imagine how hard it’s been for you to try and deal with your dickhead ex boyfriend I want nothing more than to buy you flowers tell you I’m sorry and kiss you like I used to and then take you to the show and buy you everything you have ever wanted but I can’t do that anymore and it’s killing me it really is. I know you can never and don’t want to forgive me for being the ass hole that I am but I really really am sorry and I don’t know how to show you that and I really really want to tell you that I miss you but you blocked me and that in it self is fucking my head in I’m even considering making this a status so everyone can see how much I miss you and how much I want you back but I know it’s not going to change anything no matter how much I love you or miss you, but the truth is I can’t get you out of my head an I have tried but your always there I’m always worried about you and I want to see you happy I really do I just don’t want to see you happy with someone else it’s been almost a month since you broke up with me and I wish I got to spend that anniversary with you because it was going to be so special and everyone is telling me to give up but I can’t I just can’t let you go I love you too much for that. I remember when I used to write poetry for you way back when we started and you used to fall in love with me with every word you read and it was the best time of my life knowing that you loved me just as much as I love you but I changed into this asshole selfish dick who only cares about himself and pushed you away again and again and then I would say horrible things because you would leave me but you always came back for me and I guess I should have seen that as a sign of how special and amazing you are and that you did truly love me but for some reason I kept on being horrible and I always felt like I needed to make it up to you but now you hate me won’t even talk to me at school ignore me when ever I want to talk to you hell it’s like I don’t even exist but I guess I did bring this upon myself. I let my need to talk to you even up set my friends I pissed them all off by needing there advice purely just to get through the day with hating my self even more but look I’m still here and I’m trying my best to fix all of my shit and get my life back on track just like you wanted me too. I still get those nightmares, just like when I hadn’t seen you in a while and you used to give me hugs and tell me it’s going to be okay but you can’t do that anymore. You still have my heart romeo you always will. You are my passion for like and my fire for inspiration and I know i have mistreated you but I would literally do anything for another chance at being the one to make you happy and I pray to god as vindictive of my personality as that is I don’t hope that you will find it in your incredible caring heart to let me try again because you completed my heart romeo and without you it’s been empty I love you romeo and I miss you more everyday.


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