i’m really really sorry for making it hard for you this night. I tried really hard to get in bed but i just couldn’t hold my diarrhea in. I felt sick. And now I feel sick because you are upset. I know you are stressed out and tired of us but I sincerely ask you for some grace tonight. I hate seeing you upset and now I feel i’m i’m directly responsible for it. I am also extremely tired and want to go to bed, so i’m really sorry for making it hard on you.