I’ve been crying for the past few days. My whole life was a lie.
I wasn’t trying to find out. I never felt differently. Two years ago my doctor told me I have a genetic disorder. I asked my parents if they have the same disorder they said no. They’re both not carriers. I thought my doctor was wrong so I asked again. He said one of my parents had to be carriers. I asked my parents again. They told me to find a different doctor because he’s wrong. Well I did. I also got one of those DNA test kits you can get online. I wanted to find out more about my genetics. If my parents don’t have what I have someone in my family does. Well a few months later changed everything. Stuff didn’t match up. Here I am now. Finding out I’m adopted. My parents told me they didn’t want me to find out because they didn’t want me to feel out of place or different. They wanted to raise me as their own. They actually blamed me for snooping. I wouldn’t be upset if I didn’t take the DNA test kit and continue to snoop. They mention we are still family and DNA doesn’t matter. Well it matters to me because YOU LIED TO ME. 18 years of my life has been a LIE. I don’t know what to do right now. I just wish i was never born.
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