Every time i shower and start touching myself my chest my hips my neck ๐ฃ๐ฃ๐ฃโฆ i start imagining myself as a woman ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ and it doesnt help that im a pretty skinny feminine guy it makes it a lot easier๐๐๐ so i always get bricked up and then my dick just keeps getting in the way ๐ต๐ต๐ตi rly be knocking shit over bro its hella annoying ๐๐๐ yall know the feeling when ur dick gets hard and u just let it hang there not touching it hoping it goes back to normal? ๐ค๐ค๐ค but because its too heavy on its own it makes it rly uncomfortable almost painful so that turns me on even harder and i brick up even more ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ and then i full on dissosociate i see that thing and I just want it in me ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ this shit has been happening for months now ๐ง๐ง๐ง idk if im narcisistic to the point i literally want to have sex with myself ๐๐๐ or if im just soo horny i turn myself on ๐๐๐ and tbh i rly dont care anymore ๐๐๐ i just want it to end โ โ โ i need a care taker or sum to shower me that could suck me off every time i get hard ๐๐๐ but idk i low key need some privacy too ๐๐๐i just dont know what to do no more ๐ฃ๐ฃ๐ฃ