I (40/m) am, to all outward appearances, a normal healthy person. I’m married with children, long term employment making good money. Marriage is healthy-ish. But, around fifteen years ago, I noticed a growing fascination/obsession with vaginas. It first surfaced in my porn viewing habits; I couldn’t get off if vagina wasn’t visible in the photo/vid. But it started creeping into my regular thought life. I often catch myself fantasizing about vaginas, and it’s gotten to a point that, with nearly every woman I meet, I catch myself thinking “I wonder what *her* vagina looks like”. It’s become obtrusive, tbh.
Obviously, I’m married, and my wife has a vagina, but she’s very shy about hers, and isn’t a huge fan of my level of interest in it. I do my best not to objectify her, but I think she feels objectified anyway.
So, I guess I’m just a weird pervert, huh?