Things have progressed with my son

So, things have been interesting to say the least since I last posted. I’m probably going to ramble a lot, but that is to be expected I suppose! My son was gone on a fishing trip with some friends, so that gave me a full day to soak all your advice in, and it was very good advice to. It gave me a plan of action, that plan being to just talk it out with him, and see how he felt about things, and pretty much take it from there.

So anyway he came home, and he was happy about his trip and all that. I was so nervous, stalling for time, trying to put it off the usual. But of course he knows me so well, he could see it etched on my face I guess, because soon he was asking me if something was wrong. I said I’ve just been thinking a lot, thinking about we kissed before. It was difficult to even get the words out, but he just gave me the time I needed as I more or less stuttered the words out.

I told him that I was indeed freaked out about it all, but not because he did anything wrong. I told him the whole situation just confused the hell out of me at the time. He was sat beside me on the couch holding my hand as I talked, just being there for me, and I can’t tell you all how much I appreciated that, but anyways, back to the story. I admitted to him that since it happened I think about that kiss everyday, and in all honesty I enjoyed it. He smiled so wide, but still remained silent and let me speak. I told him what we did wasn’t wrong, not if we both truly enjoyed it. I said a lot of things. God, I must have rambled to him so much too!

Eventually though I finished my speech and he was finally able to chime in with his opinion. He said he felt almost the exact same as me, he said he thought about that kiss a whole lot too, and was just afraid he hurt my feelings. His hand swept some hair away from my eyes, and then cupped my face. He said he’d never hurt me, and honestly I was tearing up heavily as he spoke such kind words to me. He started kissing my face softly, and he told me how I was the most important woman in his life. I always knew about the sexual component of incest, but the amount of love he showed me shocked me. Maybe it shouldn’t have, but it did all the same. Even as he planted warm kisses on my face he kept saying how I could stop at any time if things got too weird, but the more he talked, the more I appreciated what was happening.

The kisses eventually worked their way to my mouth, and I finally had the opportunity to kiss back. I have to admit that I got so carried away and pretty much slid my tongue into his mouth right away! I felt him laugh at that, but he went with it, and we made out again, but this time we were both totally sober. It was so good to feel it this time and know for sure that I wanted it, and have no confusion about it. That kiss went on for a long ass time, so I guess I’ll skip a little to the heavy petting, and boy was that good. I felt him cup my breast as we kissed, sliding his hand against it. He rubbed and pinched it through my top as we kissed, and it was so nice. It’s hard to even find the words for how I felt, his large hand just playing with me gently.

I finally broke the kiss and asked him did he want to see them, did he want to see my tits I mean. He just nodded and smiled. So I took a moment and took off my top, and quite honestly I fumbled with my bra a lot, it felt like it took forever to come loose! But I did eventually slide off. My tits are not the big kind, just 32c. I guess that’s not tiny either, or is it? OK, I’m rambling again! What’s important is he leaned in, hugged me, and whispered into my ear “You are so beautiful mom!” Which honestly made me sooooo fucking horny. I’m sure many of you can sympathize with that! He kissed he was down to my breasts slowly, kissing almost every bit of skin along the way that he could. I couldn’t help but feel so proud of my grown man. I wanted to tell him that, I wanted to say how great he turned out, and how proud I was that he grew up to be such a great guy. I didn’t say any of that in reality though, cause I thought it would scare him off!

In reality I stayed mostly silent as he wrapped his tongue around my nipple, just with the occasional gasp or moan. I did occasionally say things like “that’s really good!” Or “bite it a little!” Which he did! My son is in no way shy, I can tell you that. I was the meak one in this situation! Soon my nipple was all aroused and puffy from the repeated bites and nibbles. I really like it rough, but I didn’t push him into that too much, again because this is just starting and I’m not sure if he likes that kind of thing! I could tell he was apprehensive too though, he kept asking me “is that ok? Is that too much?” And stiff like that! What an awesome guy he is!

He did try to slide a hand inside my jeans (it was a jeans sort of day for me!), but I did stop that. Not because I didn’t want it, but more because I wanted to enjoy what we were doing right now. I wanted to take it kind of slow so we could enjoy it all the more. I said as much to him and he just kissed me and told me he loved me. So maybe a bit of a damp twist in the tale for a lot of you, but I suppose life is not a porno! In reality he played with my tits a whole lot, and I man handled his ass a lot too! He laughed and admitted that one of his ex girlfriends really got him into having hiss ass fingered, which in any other situation would be a hell of a weird conversation to have with your son! But on this occasion I just laughed and joked about it, I think I said something like “well, if you’re a good boy we’ll see what I can do next time!” Which was honestly hilarious to us both at the time, but looking back it reads as pretty cringey!

But that’s about it for now. It is going to get more and more sexual. I mean, I even implied that heavily to my son, telling him to be patient and just let us work slowly towards whatever happens next! He was thrilled with all this of course, and it really helped with how I feel. That niggle of doubt, and shame? Almost totally gone now. We’re two consenting adults, and we both love each other, and love what is happening. I have no real shame in saying I want my son so bad, and of course he wants me as badly (probably more knowing what young men are like!).

But that’s my rambling story! Thanks to everyone who gave me advice! I will keep you all updated to any changes, or progessions in our relationship. I know you all like that (so much positive feed back from my last story, and I love that). See you all again soon! x


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