Be honest. What’s keeping you alive?
Be honest. What’s keeping you alive?
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My heart.
Stubborness.
Making music
Knowing that death can just piss off, no way I am just handing my self over to that guy
A combination of me getting a cat soon, the fact that I don’t want to inflict any more trauma upon my family, the fact that I won’t be the one starting the chain reaction in my friend group and the fact that if my depression, anxiety and eating disorder wants me dead that bad it should step up itself and overcome my intense urge to please everyone around me and just kill me already
I fear death. I think that after death is nothing and when I say nothing I mean the lack of everyting. The thaught of un-existing scares me. I dont think my view of this will change. ever
edit: clarity
Honestly not much
O2, H2O and food.
Unfinished business and things I want to learn
Nutrients
I’m too poor to die
My loved ones, myself and for the fact that I still have a lot of things that I want and need to do, so I ain’t ready to check out yet, not by a long shot!!!
Hopium
Comedy
Assisted s*****e is not legal in my country
My body is still producing adenosine triphosphate
My brain, by definition.
I’m a coward. I still have time left before life most likely turns miserable. I’m having a blast with video games and weed right now in life
Not having the balls to end it.
A functioning equilibrium
My kids, and hopin that me and their mum will work out after 11 years apart. Pessimism is fun 🙂
Money from my pension.
Figuring out the mystery of the one piece
My medications improving my mood
Maintaining homeostasis.
My heart, my breathing)
Metabolic reactions
A tiny sliver of hope.
Food and water
Not knowing what comes after death
Illusion
Wondering what will happen tomorrow is a hell of a drug
The fact that I’m too afraid of death to hurl myself off a cliff.
WISH I KNEW :/
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NOTHING, IT’S JUST HAPPENING…………………………………………………………………………
I want to prove the people who doubted me wrong.
Honestly, I’m at the point where I don’t really have anything to fight for anymore. Decent chance that this will be my last Christmas if I make it that long