What did you swear in your childhood you would never do, but ended up doing anyways?
What did you swear in your childhood you would never do, but ended up doing anyways?
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Smoking, alcohol, weed, soft drugs, hard drugs, I wish I would’ve listened to my younger self
Have sex before marriage. Thank fuck I never made good on that one since I’m 41 and have never been married.
Smoke.
I have become my father.
Get into debt I can’t pay off
Premarital sex
cry over a boy
Two kids before I turn 30 and livin in the burbs. Oh well , I’m happy !
Turn into my parents.
Alcohol. I learned that it doesn’t need to make me throw up, have a headache or be hungover. Only if i overdo it. Which i don’t.
Drugs
Smoke a cigarette : )
Weed.
But then I got cancer.
Weed’s my bestie now.
Stop believing in Christianity
Smoke, take drugs and have pre marital sex. Oh well.
Not quite childhood, but it immediately sprang to mind: kind of fucked up my undergraduate university selection process and wound up at my last-choice school VERY begrudgingly. Luckily I wound up loving it, but told myself I would not make the same mistake for graduate school. Then I made the same mistake. To doubly compound it, I’d also told myself I’d never take out student loans, and then I did as part of my graduate school mistake. Oops. Lifelong debt and regret!
Pretend to be someone or something I’m not for the sake of safety, comforts, and social inclusion.
I use to believe that the coolest people were the ones that had the courage to be themselves and pursue their dreams. No matter how hard it was. If they failed, they simply got back up and tried again. If others didn’t believe in them, they found the will to believe better of themselves. But no matter what, they never gave up, never let someone else tell them their worth.
I had family in America. And I saw all those cheesy movies and show, heard stories and such. I thought that I could be normal, too. So I dropped everything and went there. It wasn’t long before I realized I wasn’t normal, and people could tell. So I started the whole “fake it till you make it” routine, and thus, my slow decline into madness. You ever heard the expression “some people fall, and just keep on falling…”?
What happened? 2 decades later I woke up and realized how hollow my life became. I was on autopilot, hard-core. Before I knew it, I couldn’t do jack without someone else’s approval. I worked jobs I hated, went on pointless dates, went to stupid parties. To make it worse, I had a new set of obsessions, mainly internet, materialism, and social acceptance at any cost.
Best part is, I have no one to blame but myself. I get to live that guilt everyday. Yay.
Drank like my alcoholic mother
Until I got sober at age 31, thank God (and AA)
Grow up. 😖
Get old
Became a little like my dad.
Become a teen mom lol
Smoking cigs
Drink alcohol
Become overweight. I’ve done or avoided doing everything else that I cared about, but am much bigger than I would like.
Turn into a cold-hearted ‘monster’ with no emotions.
Work in a sterile office building. The cringe I felt and what I now put up with.
Being broke.